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So I finally got one of the symbols done for the unit I have out here in gardez that we will try to put on our stuff we fight with out here, but at the same time it came out pretty good though as a banner er background for teh lappy or well just about anything. I have coem to the conclusion though that I should find me another line of work, like a carnival cruise agent er travel agent or james bond super villain. maybe that would be good for me to do. I have been working on my evil laugh n all....yes I am once again jacked up on coffee and the like. now I'm off to the gym to run in the easy bake oven..my sauna suit.. gotta make the cover of men's health this year..or at least think about making it lol

You know, whe you are having just the best damn day ever and then your counterpart shows up and just throws it to shit, well that was my morning. I was in a good mood was going to work on my new sigil for belegarth and then I missed an email and she lost it. so after the drama ended and she ruined my day here I sit at the comp venting...like it going to do any damn good. oh well shit happend and some people take it way to damn far, so before this gets worse, im going to call it a day, play some diablo and get some rack.  

later all

So I am 5 months into my tour over here now and I have this HUGE overwheling feeling of missing out. I should say it's like after you take a bath..yes those are really nice with a ice cold rolling rock!!.. but afer you pull the stopper and the water begins to drain, I feel like that. I have been on the belegarth boards and seeing all the epic summer events come and go that I can not be a part of and everything that is going on back at home, I feel like the water that is already through the drain and going to the sewers. I know I signed up for this 10yrs ago, but this has been going on far to long. I love my job, don't get me wrong, but I wish I could spend more time at home and with my fiance. I have had the chance to see many things, from some of Alexander the Great's castles here in Gardez AFG to Babelyon in Iraq. Things most people never see in a lifetime, but I still have this hole inside me that will never be filled though.

I have seven months left before I can once again return home to my loved ones, but even as time flys by here working nights, still there is that void inside me that no matter how hard I try to fill it, the contents just drain out like water going down the drain of a bathtub.

So I have finally gotten off my arse to load up some new pics of mine and some older ones from before my deployment at some belegarth events. Also there are some new Gimp works along with some stuff from afghanistan as well. enjoy